b e l o v e d

i can't believe that 

sometimes

i think i'm worth your time.

i can't believe that

sometimes

i love you too much.

because why would i love someone

who probably doesn't love me

just as much?

doubts fall from this stormy sky,

flooding my mind. 

do you love me?

am i worth it?

are you just pretending?

did i see more than there was?

it burns like fire

and i'm gathering scars. 

i'm sorry. 

i'll try to let you go,

but it's difficult.

because i love you more

than i ever thought i could.