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it's funny feeling when you realize you're still in love with somebody.
i trace the circles on the ceiling, thinking back on all of it.
i never knew you. not really, at least.
but i dreamt of your smile last night,
the kindness in your eyes when you laugh.
i spent the winter days holed away,
convincing myself that i didn't love you.
i know i don't. not really, at least.
i'm more in love with the idea of you.
i saw your face, and the house i built crumbled.
maybe some things last.
goodness, I know that feeling. And in the moment, I love it and I hate it.
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