Pages

Pages

Wednesday, May 4

still in love

light:
via pinterest


it's funny feeling when you realize you're still in love with somebody.

i trace the circles on the ceiling, thinking back on all of it.
i never knew you. not really, at least.
but i dreamt of your smile last night,
the kindness in your eyes when you laugh.

i spent the winter days holed away,
convincing myself that i didn't love you.
i know i don't. not really, at least.
i'm more in love with the idea of you.

i saw your face, and the house i built crumbled.

maybe some things last.



8 comments:

  1. goodness, I know that feeling. And in the moment, I love it and I hate it.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. i knoowwww. ouch. i don't entirely understand it.

      Delete
  2. This is hauntingly beautiful, I'm so glad I found this blog of yours <33

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. ARUSHEEEEE. thank you for finding me because i need it.

      Delete
  3. DUDE WOW DUDE WOW DUDE WOW

    i almost cannot handle this.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. I AM CRYING MY HEART OUT OH MY GOSH THANK YOU WAAAAAAAAAAAA

      Delete