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Sunday, March 26

idk it's something

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from pinterest, yo

i wipe the wooden table quietly,
and feel my heart trembling.
the rumble reaching my throat,
so i let out a quiet sigh.

i've spent too many nights
staying up too late, late.
overthinking even though
i am too exhausted to even
be thinking at all.

but i listened to the wind outside
(it is occasionally warm
enough to keep the window
open for the night)
and the trees gently rustling.

there was a soft voice
on the horizon, telling me
that everything, dear one,
everything will be okay.

i laugh a couple tears, and wipe
my cheeks before anyone sees.
the table is the same color of the
dirt in which i planted an apple tree.

(it sprouted up today,
and i felt something change in my chest.
everything will be okay.
the harmony to those words
is still ringing through my veins.)

20 comments:

  1. such a beautiful piece! I think we all need to be reminded that everything will be okay sometimes :) x

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    1. weep. don't you know it, sara girl. i need to hear it more some days than others. x

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    1. i've always loved that word. xx it describes some things perfectly.

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  3. ...and it's a very lovely something, since you wrote it. ;) oh, that thinking late bit = me right now. but you have it spot on: that little change, everything will be okay -- and soon it'll be warm enough here for open windows too. love you.

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    1. dying of laughter ANDREA. oh my goodness. so true. these late nights will be the death of me, but i need the time. little changes. LOVE YOU.

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  4. This is really lovely and exactly what I needed right now <3

    - Jo

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    1. excuse me while i laugh because God is crazy good like that. x

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  5. "There was a soft voice
    on the horizon, telling me
    that everything, dear one,
    everything will be okay."

    - <3 You have so much talent.

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    1. oooooof. it feels like i've been hit with the softest, fluffiest pillow imaginable. you are so kind. x

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  6. i have been living in these words for months. and i've been begging to be healed. so imagine my surprise when the healing finally starts and i end up bleeding more and more.

    everything will be okay.
    time to go. x

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    1. ok stop making me cry pls thx
      love you so much. you know it. i tell you it with laughter in my words, but it goes straight down to my heart and i glance up at the Lord and He knows.
      x

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  7. Ohmygosh this is so beautiful. <3 <3 That last paragraph is lovely. Everything will be okay.

    Sophy

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    1. I KNOW. can i just scream it pls. because everything will be okay and it's everything that i ever needed to hear. x

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  8. OH this is good.
    It's like a mini story. I can picture it in my head...the rain. The night. The hope. (Not sure if there was rain, but the picture kind of put that in my head xD) Love this so much <3 ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL.

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    1. HAHAH. well it's my life so i guess it counts??? also i literally can't remember if there was rain or not. XD BUT OH MY HEEARRTT. love you. x

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  9. I like this. okay, okay, I love it. You are such an incredibly talented writer girl <3

    xx Lorraine // Laurel Crowned

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    1. I LOVE YOU THOUGH. so thanks for the love and laughter. xxxx

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